It's time to get your weight up people!

Time's a wasting (with me at least).

We have to start doing the right things in our lives so we can move on to the next level of our development.

I'm 28 years old and i am still struggling from day to day with my finances because im too lazy and complacent to go out there and take the world by the horns and get what i want out of life like i know i can do.

Im tired of being a fuck up.

Im tired of being the black sheep of the family.

I'm tired of being an underachiever.

Im going to get myself together this year.

Im going to achieve a lot this year, i know it.

I am going to make these last 5 months the best 5 month span i ever had.

I am going to take more risks and come out of my shell more and live a little bit more for the rest of the year.

I am going to change my life for the better.

You'll see.

Homosexuality: Genetic or Cultural

There are a lot of homosexuals out here and it seems like more of them are croping up everyday.

I dont have any problems with these people but i dont buy the notion that some of us are born like this.

Many of us were made like this by the culture we grew up in.

I think homosexual acts (especially between men) are disgusting.

But i am interested in learning how these people came to engage in the type of behaviors they engage in with the same sex.

I'm a student of human nature so i cant help it.

One of the sources of information i recommend for people who want to study the nature of homosexuality is Patricia Newton in her lecture "Early Sexual Trauma."

Another good source is Francis Cress Welsing.

Let's talk about why some poeple take on this way of life.

One theory is that many men who were abused sexualy by other men when they were young (before 12) will grow up to become homosexual or bi-sexual (a study was done on this issue by health professionals at the former hosptial Providence in Baltimore in the 1980's) .

Strangely enough for the guys who were molested after 12 it was a different story.

For those who were molested after 12, they somehow stayed straight, but many of them grew up to hate women because they never forgave their mother for allowing this horrible event to take place (they erroneously blame their mother).

Francis Cress Welsing suggests that some men are gay because they are trying to compensate for the male affection they lacked as a child.

Many men grew up without fathers or didnt have strong role models who were there all the time to give us the manly love that we need in order to grow properly.

Men know what im talking about.

I rememebr when i was a child.

Sometimes i wanted a hug from my father, and he gave me one.

Maybe boys need this kind of affection from influential men in their life or they wont grow properly.

So with the gay guys out here, engaging in the sexual activities they engage in may be a way to make up for not getting their hand held by a strong male figure (such as their father) when they were walking down the street.

Or for not getting the hugs, the kisses, the rubs of the head and so forth that they lacked at a young tender age of development.

Im not saying all brothers who didnt have this growing up will be gay.

All Cress Welsing is saying (im not saying anything) is that this might be the case with the very few ones who decided to go down this route.

Another reason could be because they make a profit from that kind of behavior.

In baltimore there are a lot of male whores, and many of them catch the bus and congregate with the regular population.

I was sittin gon a bus stop on north ave. in baltimore and some of these people came inside the bus stop to sit down too (i guess they were tired after all their ho-ing lol).

So i was curious about how much they made so i asked the guy that was in there "excuse me, how much do you typically make during the week."

This dude (who obviously looked like a man) told me that he made anywhere from 700 to 1000 dollars a week (sometimes even more).

I was flabbergasted.

This dude did not look like a woman at all probably one of the ugliest drag queens i have ever seen.

He could have been lying though.

The point im trying to make here is that many males get a profit from having sex with other men.

This goes on all the time in baltimore.

We have to give our brothers other options other than having sex with other men in order to make a decent living.

This was a subject that was on my mind and i wanted to discuss it with you.

Hope i didnt gross too many people out lol.

What do you think?

Build up your knowledge base and they can never fool you.

Knowledge will enable you to see the games that are run on you all throughout your life.

You can see them coming a mile away if you study ahead of time what you are dealing with.

You can beat anybody, it doesnt matter how big or how smart they are, if only you first study them and make appropriate preparations.

Since a young child i always knew the value of knowledge.

I still do but of course its not going to mean anything if you dont apply to whatever goals you have in life.

I was in my first year of college and i was in a history class.

At the time my history teacher was talking about the scramble for afrika (when most western european countries met together back in the late 1890's to decide who would get what country in afrika after they conquered that territory).

He showed a documentary about the time where the european nations were giving their rationalizations for the takeover.

Rudyard Kipling in his book said it was the "White Man's Burden" to civilize the savage afrikans because without them to make us into full fledged human beings we would seep more and more into chaos.

Then they went on to talk about many of the reasons we are supposedly genetically inferior to them.

I was heated.

What made it worse was that i was in a room full of white people (because i went to a predominatly white school).

I felt like i was being stripped of my dignity because i couldnt think of a single event in history prior to our contact with europeans that would negate all of these harsh statements.

I hollered during this lesson,"i aint inferior to NOBODY."

I know i startled a lot of people but i just couldnt take it anymore.

I didnt return that next semester because i knew i had to dig in our past to find some information that would prove all of these suckers wrong (and boy did i find it).

I started reading books about my history that fired up my intellect.

My appetite for the great aspects for our history was insatiable and i was amazed at what i found out about our people.

Suffice it say that that event completely changed my life (and i wouldnt take it back for all the tea in china).

Be curious people.

Never stop learning and never stop growing.

Read this book too up top.

Its a good place to start f you want to get some significant information about our history as a people.

I hope you have a great journey of self discovery.

I know i did.

The Black Middle Class Doesnt Care About Their Less Fortunate Brothers and Sisters

There are a lot of black fakers all over this country (the states) and they are the ones who make it seem as if they are really thinking in the best interest of the people.

Many black people who have a little money and status and who act as if they really want to help their people really arent qualified to lead anybody.

Since the 1950's the Black leadership's thrust has been to appeal to the politicians to solve our problems for us as oppose to finding ways to solve our own problems.

They look to others to do what we can easily do for ourselves (and many of them arent even conscious of it).

Other ethnic groups (including afrikans from the continent) come here and clean up in the states making more money than most black businesses in the inner city.

And they do it because they understand just how good we already have it here.

If you know how to get your hands on a little money you can do pretty well in this country (even in this recession).

But you have to think for yourself.

And another thing.

These black people act as if they care but they keep themselves in gangs and it doesnt matter how much sense another black person makes, if they dont like them for some stupid reason they wot even listen to him.

The ones with a little power reject the ones who can give our people the leadership they so desperately need because of a superficial reason.

Most black people think that the best way to get back at somebody is to completely ignore them.

That may be true, but you may be ignoring someone who can get us to where we need to be at.

They ignore good knowledge and leadership when they see it because they are jealous that someone could be smarter than them or more able to lead than them.

The most intelligent person should always lead no matter whether you like them or not.

We'll revisit this issue one day but in the near future the real leadership of the Afrikan race will rise up and weed these hypocrites from our midst.

You'll see.

What would you do illegally if you knew nothing could happen to you?

That may be a messed up question but this is the way im feeling right now.

I just felt like posting this question because somebody got me so upset that i actually contemplating seriously hurting someone.

I calmed down after a few minutes but if i had a gun, and i knew nothing would happen if i did something lol (i guess that's nothing to laugh about).

I sound like a cereal killer.

That's freaky.

Im the kind of person that represses a lot.

If something bothers me i dont think its right to burden people with my attitude.

So i often suffer in silence.

But the good thing is im learning how to deal with my anger so it doesnt matter how mad i might get i calm down after a minute.

But im also the kind of person that can get as mad as i got about the issue before, no matter how long the incident was ago.

I still think about little things from my childhood that piss me off sometimes.

I dont know that's just dumb.

But anyway, im curious to know what would YOU do if you knew you could get away with it?

Sometimes i wish iwas invisible and my body didnt leave any finger prints so i could go around town robbing banks lol.

I really need some mental help.

Malcolm x: the man, the myth and the race traitor

Provocative title isnt it.

I love malcolm x because he truly made white supremacy simple to understand.

I mean if you look at his youtube videos you will see that he explained an intricate social system so simply that a child could understand it.

He was fearless in his delivery and he didnt hesitate to tell the truth regardless of where it landed him.

He connected not only with national black leaders but with international afrikan leaders (particularly when he took a tour of major afrikan nations).

He had an international message that was directed at creating a pan afrikan political social economic system.

He rose from crime (drug dealing, stealing, burglarizing houses, drinking and druging) went to jail, learned the wisdom of the nation of islam through the teachings of the honorable elijah muhammad, and he turned his life around and a few years out of prison was lecturing at places like harvard, yale and oxford.

He was completely commited to the struggle.

Never cheated on his wife, never picked up drugs or alcohol after he heard muhammad teachings.

So with all these accolaids underneath his belt, why would i ever stoop so low in calling him a race traitor?

Because i believe he let his ego get too out of hand.

See malcolm x was a taurus.

And if there is one thing about a taurus i know is that they love love love attention (almost as much as a leo).

Another thing i know is if you cross them thats your ass.

They will get you back even if it requires hurting you, many close people around them and themselves.

He found out that a man who he thought of as a father, the honorable elijah muhamad, was sleeping with all of these different women, having children by them and not taking care of them so he told the news media of this man's improprieties, damaging the image of the nation to the world.

I call him a race traitor because he didnt care about the fact that this man basically took care of him from the moment he left the prison.

If it wasnt for muhammad, x would have never found knowledge of self and found out who the enemy was.

He wouldnt have met his wife and had his four kids.

He would have never been lecturing at harvard and yale.

The only reason you had a second chance at life is because this man took you under his wing and you basically spit in his face.

Im not saying muhammad wasnt wrong for siring children that he wasnt taking care of but x didnt look at the bigger picture.

Muhammad was providing employment for thousands of black men and women.

He was turning thousands of mens lives around who were in prison and making them whole again.

Because of this mans influence black people were starting to wake up and break themselves from the destructive forces of white supremacy.

And malcolm didnt think about all of these things before he put muhammads dirty laundry out.

People say the men who killed malcolm were in the fbi, the new york police or whatever.

>Maybe but if i was in that organization and this dude discredited my leader i would have wanted to killl him too.

Porn completely kills any chance of you having a normal relationship

Porn hurts you in the long run

It's really bad for you for a number of reasons

I saw this canadian documenatry the other day that blew me away called "not a love story."

I never knew how damaging the images of porn are not only to women but to men as well.

Men who consume massive amounts of hardcore porn have so many problems in the bedroom.

Some arent able to climax without ejaculating on a woman's face or in her mouth.

Some men keep going deeper and deeper into the hardcore bin until they want to see women tortured and hurt (like in these snuff movies that are out).

Some men only think of women as sexual objects and cant possibly see women as full fledged human beings.

The massive influx of porn has also been used for political reasons from its inception.

Under Hitler Germany, before they invaded Poland they flooded the country with pornography because it bifurcated the population from each other.

What do i mean?

While the polish men were in their rooms, getting their thing off, they wernt prepared for the invasion that was about to happen.

It seperates the population from each other so they wont stand up and unite themselves against their enemies (this is the main reason why hardcore porn has run amuck in the states).

This stuff is killing people.

It is literally turning unsuspecting, innocent men and children into satanic monsters everyday.

It is killing the humanity of men everyday.

And since women follow anything a man says follow to please the man, they often emulate the self degrading activities that are so pervasive in porn.

Many of these acts are degrading, perverse and down right disgusting.

I think most men who buy and consume porn have been emasculated by this society and of course in porn women are completely subordinate to men.

So they can act out their secret fantasies of dominating women whenever they consume these images.

Its a mess.

What are we going to do to turn this society around?

Everything about this society is so dehumanizing.

It totally strips us of any endearing human qualities.

From the violence that is pervasive on televison and in movies.

To the dangerous images that are ubiquitous in music videos and porn.

We really need to collectively appologive to our children for all that we've done to them.

We have robbed them of their innocence before they are even born.

We need to ask ourselves, "what kind of human being am i really?"

Nobody gives a shit about a black man and it is enough to make you cry

Black men in the states and black men im sure all over the world have it bad because everybody wishes they could be us and they are jealous of our natural God given talents.

We have in the united states a prison system that is designed to incarcerate the fuck out of black males for petty petty petty bullshit (im sorry about the profanity).

I just found out that there are about 1.5 million black men who are being processed through the criminal justice every single year.

And you know what i just found out, roughly half of the black men are being processed not for assult charges, not for rape, not for murder or robbery or any other big time crime.

Get this shit right here.

They are being processed detained and given sentences, having their right systematically taken away (and their jobs taken away) because of petty majijuana possessions.

You get that.

1.5 million black men are processed through the jails of this country every year and half 750,000 black men are detained in jail (the worst place in the world) for marijuana possesions.

And yet people actually think this is the greatest country on earth.

Not for a black man it isnt

About 60% or more of all black men living grew up without their fathers living with them.

We are most likely to be profiled (have a car puled over for routine checks by the police).

All whites and others are scared of us.

If they see 3 black men walking down the street, they could have suits on and people will still be scared.

In the media we are constantly portrayed as thugs and criminals.

The first story on the 6oclock news almost every night is a brother killin another brother.

Now black women outnumber black men in actual employment numbers.

There are over 900,000 black men in the job market then there are black men.

Therer are over 1 million men in jail (more men in jail then there are in college).

There is a 50% unemployment rate amongst black men around this country (this means 1 out of 2 black men who are looking for a job will not get the job because of employer bias).

And for the ones who get the job they have routinely degrade themselves and give up their dignity to a white employer in order to break the evil stereotypes about black men that are constantly portrayed in the media.

And now the whole public school system of this nation is trying to label every black male in the schools special ed (because they dont understand them or their culture).

And now again the white devils who own the prisons all over this nation (and who get paid by the state for every convict they bring in) are now looking for places to put their jails based on the amount of black males who are labeled special ed.

They are doing this because the malse who are labeled special ed in the schools are more likely to go jail then other males.

So if they study how many males are being slapped with the label special ed while they are young they can basically track how many convicts they will have to fill their prisons ahead of time.

Its like a farmer planting a seed knowing that when that seed grows they can harvest that crop.

If that doesnt tell you how bad it is for a black man in america i dont know what will.

And they have to walk around with that stigma of special ed all the time.

People degrading them and humiliating them (of the 5 million children who are labeled special ed in the schools over 80% are males)

And the schools get grant money from the state and the government the more children they label mentally disabled.

it's ashame.

but these problems are not going to last for long.

We will reclaim our communities as a people.

We will save our brothrs and our children.

We will self sufficient in this new world because we have the money and power to do it.

All it takes is courage and imagination.

Will you join me in the fight?