ive finally found out why i am so bad with women.

Im way too clingy in the begining and i am way to blunt and straightforward when it comes to words.

I feel bad when i hurt a womans feelings but im just a blunt person.

Being myself is more important than the attention or intimacy of a woman.

Sounds crazy doesnt it.

I really dont care if i hurt your feelings.

I wish there was someone to understand me (or at least try to understand me).

Robert Greene says that its only a fool who's honest all the time because if you are too honest you will hurt other peoples feelings.

I guess your on the fools blog right now.

Shit happens but one's thing for sure...

James Tubman will always shine from on top of the heap lol.

It seems like everytime i have a short coming somthing good happens after that.

Just last month i made a lot of money and spent it all within less than a month.

Now i have an opportunity to make it all back.

The question is what will i do with it?

Since i was young i have always been notriously bad at saving money.

Whats a good way to save money.

I dont have too many people who come to this site but sting lol, i know you are excellent at saving so can you please give me some pointers on ways to sav money and ways to discipline yourself to save more.

When Pisces met Pisces.

One thing you should know about a pisces if you are in a relationship is that we are helpless romantics.

We love to be in love and we are always dreaming about the day that we find our soulmate (i know i sound like a woman but the pisces men tend to think like this too).

I was on fulton st. in brooklyn selling my stuff when a very attractive young lady came up to me to ask me about my cleanse.

She listened to me intently and she gave me heavy eye contact.

After i gave her my pitch (it was pretty irresistable) she broke down and bought a bottle.

When she took out her money i mmediately said well let me get your number so i can keep track of your usage (and eventually resupply you when your run out).

When i asked her for her number she blurted out, "oh what you want my number for you trying to ask me out on a date or something?"

I took a quick look at her and saw how fine she was and it seemed like she asked that question because maybe she was hoping i would so i said "yeah! I was hoping i could take you out next thurday to a nice ethiopian restauraunt and maybe i can to get to know you a little better." (i usually dont have this kind of confidence but i felt safe enough around her to ask that question).

So she stood there looking at me blushing with delight then i knew i had her (he he he)!

That was last week and we've been talking ever since then.

She is so easy to talk to.

Sometimes we've spent hours on the phone talking about our lives (i havent done this since high school).

I really lik ethis girl and i do believe that i can have everything i want with her except im going to have to change everything about myself.

See its hard for 2 pisces to get along because they are both passive and clueless about reality.

They live in a fantasy world and that idealized way of looking at the world prevents them from reaching their full potential.

We need stronger willed mates to give us very important reality checks before we go off the deep end.

Knowing this i can change my personality to be more practical and down to earth.

The only reason i would even think about doing this is because i really like this girl.

She's weird too in so many ways because she's 24 years old and she's never had a perm in her hair and she's never eaten pork before.

Im intrigued.

She's rarely been out of nyc so if we remain cool i want to take her to miami (so i can see her fine ass in a baithing suite).

And other placces (i got so many plans for her she's never going to know what hit her).

Tubby is getting ready to be a very naughty boy lol.