5 Honest Things I Have To Tell About Myself.

This is hard but im gonna get butt ass raw for this one.

#1 - I have an archaic way of looking at relationships

i have to have romance in my relationships.

i dont feel like im a real man if the woman has to pay for stuff and take care of me like im some damn child.

i have to wear the pants, i have to wine and dine, i have to make the decisions.

i want control (not complete control but i want to be the leader).


#2 - I finally got over my obsession with my ex

it took a long time for me to get over this woman but i havent called her in like over 3 months and i have no intention of calling her or getting back with her at all

i was with this woman for over three and a half years and i was absolutely obsessed with her

i called her damn near everyday we were in the relationship.

when i saw her i was all up on her

when i didnt get my way i would whine and complain, break shit, holler and scream to the top of my lungs i even put my hands on her a few times (that stoped when she told my father about all the times i hit her and harrased her)

she's a sagitarius (free spirits) so she didnt let a lot of things get to her

she kept it real a lot and in most cases i couldnt handle the truth

and i can get psycho when i feel that things arent the way they should be

all in all she didnt hold a grudge and neither did i

we both just grew up and naturally went our seperate ways


#3 - I masterbate over 5 times a week

sorry if you are disgusted by this but im trying to be more honest with myself

maybe if talk about this more then ll be able to stop myslef from doing this

this is a major problem and has definately caused my sex life not to be as good as it should be

actually ive masterbated so much in my life that in most cases the only time i can cum is when im gratifying myself (i need to tak to a sexologists about this or something).

It's very difficult for me to bust a nut during the sexual experience.

Thats because i've been watching porn and getting turned on by it since i was like 11

if you have any kids in the house PLEASE HIDE THE PORN VERY CAREFULLY (there are toooooo many screwed up kids in the world already)

#4 - I think misguided feminism has tried to turn the boys and men in this society into girls

i dont have enough time to really talk about this right now but this reaaaaaly bothers me.

there is nowhere in this society where a man can be a man anymore (especially a black man)

men and little boys are completely different from women and girls.

men like to dominate, they like to be aggressive, the are loud and boisterous, they are egotistical and chauvanistic.

they are also fair, most have the ability to look at things objectively without putting too much emotion in it.

i dont want to learn how to express my feelings more, i dont want to watch my tongue whenever i go out, i want to be able to speak my goddamn mind whenever i want

and if you dont like it FUCK YOU, FUCK FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK YOU!

Men should be accepted for who we are just like women shoud be accepted for who they are

STOP TRYING TO TURN THE BROTHERS INTO PANSIES!


#5 - I've been a nice guy all my life and im sick of it

Within these last couple of months it's like ive made a complete 180 transformation

I have changed profoundly in a way that i will never know

i used to be intimidated by women who were self sufficient because throughout my adult life iva always struggled to make a decent living

but becauseof some altercations ive had with others and because of some books ive read ive completely changed the way i look at the world

i am no longer intimidated by women

i can freely express myself with any woma without caring what they think

most men cant do this

monst men are afraid of being ostracized by women

im no longer afraid in fact i am grateful for the people who have stoped coming to my blog and have stoped welcoming me to their blog because they didnt really give a shit about me or the things i was saying anyway so they did me a favor

many men are afraid to assert their masculity when it comes to dealing with a woman and i think that is very sad

i can proudly say that i am not one of those men anymore

peace out

Certified Bonified Qualified Honest Blogger Baby!

Its nice to have been given this award from a great spirit that i love so much MYSTERY!

If you get a chance you should stop by her blog because she is a true blogger and her blog is VERY thought provoking.

She's also one smart cookie.

She has no idea how much she's taught me within this small period of time knowing her

So as it goes, I'm supposed to nominate 7 other blogs that I believe are deserving of this award. On your free time, check them out.

Standtall - Even though we dont see eye to eye on everything lol, i appreciate her opinion and i thank God for her contribution to my learning about women, the world at large and myself.

KC - She's another spirit that i appreciate very much. She has it hard sometimes dealing with all the craziness in her life but she still gives good quality think posts that take me all over the place. Thanx for the ride KC!

Buttercup oh Buttercup She's so full of life. A wonderfully optimistic, talented and creative sister. I love her writings because they are so positive and funny. Oh and did i say that she was creative too.

Tia's Talk If you want deep and spiritual look no further. I tell you whenever i go to this sisters blog it always seems like we are on the same wave length. Its like she knows what im thinking before i go there. It's been a couple of times where she has wrote a post or talked about something that i wanted to talk about myself. I really feel safe whenever i go there. She's a real doll.

LULU This woman right here is the total package. She is WICKED smart, she has a beautiful smile that warms my heart whenever i see it, we share the same taste in music and she has a great sense of humor. She talks about pressing political issues that affect Afrika. She's also a poet and she's titilatingly topical. Great read for anybody.

Freeman's Press Talks about things that are important. Gives a variety of solutions to the problems that we face as a people. Very opinionated. Great read for anyone who has always wondered why we do the supid things that we do. He's humerous too. And he always excuses me when i say something stupid.

Little Queenie (Fantasy Queen) i love this gurl. She's so sweet she'll give you a toothache just by stoping by her site. I wish i could adopt her and keep her for myself. She's brilliant, she has a good knowledge of history, she's very appreciative of her family and friends, she always makes me feel like she cares whenever she leaves a comment. She's great and you'll see what im talking about if you visit her.

I know i left a lot of people out of the loop but these are the main 7 i could think about.

Now comes the hard part lol.

I have to give some random facts about myself.

I will next post LOL.

Gotta Go.

This Dude Is Serious As A Heart Attack

The funniest thing i ever seen on youtube.

But he is the truest.

If you had an unlimited amount of resources, how would you use it to change the world?

Just wondering.

I dont want to respond until i hear some thoughts on the issue.

Peace!