Monday, February 23, 2009

My Tribute to the great afrikan asafo (warrior scholar) Dr. Amos Wilson


There aren't too many intellectuals who can stir your spirits like amos wilson.

Born in 1941 on february 23rd this man dedicated his life to analyzing our condition as afrikan people all around the world and most importantly coming up with solutions on how we can get out of the mess that we are in as a people.


This man wrote numerous books such as The Developmental Psychology of the Black Child (scientifically proving that afrikan people evolve physically and psycho-motorly in advance of any other people.
They walk first, talk first, think first, comprehend first before any other babies on this earth.)

He wrote Black on Black Violence: The Psycho Dynamics of Black Self Annihilation In Service of White Domination basically saying that black people are hurting and killing each other in the interests of the white supremacists who rule his world.

His greatest achievement was his 856 page masterpiece Blueprint For Black Power basically stating how afrikan people can gain economic control of their communities and nations.

He owned a printing and publishing business on 125th street in harlem, new york city from the late 80's to the mid 90's.

He put all of the money he made off of his books, lectures, and teaching salary back into the business.

He was completely commited to his mission even to the point where he would use cardbord to fill in his shoes because he would put every cent he had back into the movement.

Sometimes he would do lectures and the hosts would promise him money at the end but wouldnt give it to him.

He didnt put up a fuss he just said "brother that alright, i understand" and kept going about the business of learning information that would help us to advance as a people.

He was an afro-centric psychologist who spoke on a number of different issues such as econmics, criminology, sociology, history, physics, political science, military science, male female relationships: you name it he had a great opinion on the topic.

Ive read most if not all of his books and listened to countless speeches he gave and i will tell you that he ranks up there intellectually with the likes of a martin luther king jr., malcolm x, w.e.b. dubois, martin delaney, edward wilmont blydon, kwame nkrumah, cheikh anta diop or any other afrikan scholar.

I liked him because he was not afraid to talk about what black men truly had to do to rid ourselves of the rule of white men.

He didnt hold anything back in terms of his criticism of the improprities of this government or any other currupt nation on this earth.

he was a real example of black manhood if there ever was one and he truly with all his heart loved, loved, loved afrikan people.

You will never read about him in an afrikan amerikan history textbook because he didnt sell out for anybody.

You will never see his picture posted at a black history event because negro intellectuals hated him because he was TRULY committed to the struggle.

He was not afraid at all to harshly criticize white supremacy and its effect on black folk not only in this country but in the whole world.

He spent many sleepless nights traveling all around the country because so many poeple wanted him to speak at their school.

He died on january 15th 1995 from a heart attack because he worked so hard to serve his own.

When a friend asked him "amos, why do you work so hard man why dont you slow down," amos just looked at him and said "this is the only thing i know how to do."

He loved us and this man died in obscurity while people like al sharpton, cornel west, micheal eric dyson (who are bought and paid for) get more press than they know what to do with.

learn about this man through his works.

They have lots of his stuff on youtube.

You will not find an intellectual that cared more about building a nation for black folks than amos wilson.

He should be a saint and in my mind he is one.

I owe you so much amos.

You showed me what real afrikan manhood looks like.

I'll always cherish your memory.

Thank you for your contribution to my life.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

An exclusive interview with me done by my home girl fantasy eyes.

The great and wonderful fantasy eyes gave me the pleasure of interviewing me with a series of questions.

I had to take some time to really think about what i would say but i believe my thoughts acurately reflect my answers given.

Enjoy.

1. What is the one thing you regret most in life?


That is a question that didnt require any thought from me at all.

The one thing i regret most in life is not hiring a good financial planner to help me manage my money.


There have been rare times in my life where i actually made a good deal of money but then blew it within a short period of time because i was careless with it.


If i had a personal financial planner to stay on my butt, then i would have made some good choices with my money and i probably wouldnt be as broke as i am today.






2. Describe the most memorable day of your life so far?


This is going to sound corny but the most memorable day of my life so far was when i won a black history contest at my old school.


At a college i attended in baltimore they had a black history contest and the winner was going to get 200 dollars.


I needed money for my rent and i thought i knew a good deal of black history so i decided to test my luck and enter the contest.


When i arrived i saw over a hundred people had entered the contest and i was like "yo" lol.


They could have teams too (up to 4 people on a team so i was like yo this is going to be hard).


I tried to join and they wouldnt even let me be on a team by myself lol.


So i pleaded and pleaded and they finally let me on the show.


It was well over a hundred people competing for that money.


It was sororities competing for the money, the psychology club was on their competing.


And i asked a few people could i be on their team and they said no.


So the game got started and there was all these people in the audience with clickers in their hands to answer the questions on the screen.


i knew almost all of the answers because i won a black history contest when i was in grade school.


It came down to only a few people at the end.


It was the first group to get to one hundred wins.


I went against a whole sorority.


I looked up and the score was 90 to my 60.


I knew i had to answer everyting else so i answered the last 3 questions as quickly as i could and it was tied 90 to 90.


The last question came up and no one answered it (and i had to scream on the sorority girls because they were getting the answers from the machine equipment and telling the person answering the questions what to say).


So the next question came up they still didnt answer it, i knew the answer, so i shouted out SAMMY DAVIS JR. (that was the answer lol).


The guy paused then he shouted YOU JUST WON THE 2004 MTV BLACK HISTORY CONTEST!


I was fl;exing my muscles.


I hugged the guy who gave me the money.


That was a VERY emotional experience that i will never forget.




3. What are you afraid of and why?


Well i guess im going to have to bear my soul for this one.


I think the thing i fear most is being alone without someone to love.


I think that the only way i can be a true man is if i have a woman on my side.


If im not in a relationship or talking to a woman to advance it further i feel like i am incomplete.


I guess thats why i am so afraid to ask women out because deep down inside, when i am rejected by a woman i feel like i am not worthy of love.


I feel like i have to please women and be accepted by women in order to feel good about myself.


It's sad and it makes me look like a weak pathetic loser but i think that is the stimulus behind my worst fear.



4. How would you solve the economical problems of our nation?


What a great question.


First of all, many of us have finally accepted the fact that we cant depend on a job to support ourselves for the rest of our lives.


Because it could be lost very easily.


So the question is how do you get more money from different sources.


The answer: SELL INFORMATION!


See fanatsy, we are living in the information age and there are many people who will spend TONS of money to get information they can use to advance a hobby, their career, raising their children etc (this is why we go to college and spend thousands of dollars in the process).


If you can solve a vital problem that many people are having in their lives you can make lots of money.


When it comes to solving our plights as a people every black person over 10 should be able to read and write proficiently and they need to be selling something on a day to day basis in some market to somebody.


this is the only way we will get ahead as a people.


and by the way this is what george "dubba ya" bush said when he was in office.


He said the road to prosperity and wealth in this country is through entrepreneurship.


So if this si the case why dont we have more learning institutions in our neighborhoods teaching us how to be financially independent in the worst downturn in the economy since the great depresion.


Ill share my level of knowledge with my fellow blog memebers later on down the road but to make a long story short we all have to sell some kind of valuable information to somebody.


And not only can we sell inofrmation to people in this country but also with the advent of the internet and technological resources, we can sell to people all over the world.

Like in places like afrika for example.


Afrika is being rampaged with all types of ailments, AIDS, Guinea Worm, Malaria etc.

They have extreeme poverty.


They have many problems with running their governments.

Look at the knowledge afrikan amerikans have in this country.


We have doctors, mba's, phd's, politicians, business people.


We have everything we need to help our motherland to get over these and other problems.


And we can sell this information and make a profit as a result.


We need to focus our attention on how we can sell our expertise.


Once we do this we will be financially independent as a race.




5. What is one thing people should know about you, that they don't?


Why you wanna know lol.


I dont know fantasy.


Maybe i do.


I want everyone to know that i have started an organization called AMOS Solutions based off of the first name of my favorite intellectual figure Dr. Amos Wilson.


The acronymn "AMOS" stands for Afrikan Must Operate In Solidarity.


It's an organization that has as its central goal the total liberation of afrikan people around this globe.


We plan to thoroughly do everything i mentioned in my post "this is my blueprint for black empowerment" and more (we are serious people who are dedicated to a serious purpose).


We would appreciate donations from anyone who wants to see black people get over the illnesses that we have in our community and be independent of outside rule and exploitation.


I will be putting a paypal donation link up soon to accept contributions from people who want leaders who are working on solutions to our political, relational, spiritual and economical problems.

All donations will be documented and an email will be sent to the contributer to tell them exactly how the orgainzation has spent their money.

Thank you fantasy eyes

Check her out at http://fantasyeyes.blogspot.com/.







Thursday, February 19, 2009

Is there any advice you can give me on how to talk to women?

Okay i am going to admit it.

I am painfully shy.

I would ask a lot of women out if i wasnt so painfully afraid of being rejected by them.

I dont know why i take it so personally.

I am starting to get out of this mode but i am still plagued with this inferiority complex so what can i do about it?

How can i overcome the gripping, debilitating embarassment and bitchassness that overcomes me when i am trying to talk to a woman that i like.

If you help me with this problem i will be your friend forever.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

I feel bad i dont have a valentine this year.

for like the last 5 years ive always had someone to go to dinner with, write poetry to or just share intimate close relations with on february 14th.

now that has changed and it seems a little weird.

being a pisces i feel like the only way i can feel complete and whole if i have a woman on my arm to shower her with the love and affection i so desperately want to give.

but unfortunately most black women HATE black men so it's hard to find someone who will even open up their heart a little to allow a man to do this.

i am talking to a young tenderoni now, but we're still in the talking stage

by now i would definately be getting some that night with a woman i was in a serious relationship with

sucks to fuckin be me man

so do you normally get sad at these times because you dont have anybody or are you happy that you dont have anybody

or do you think this whole valentines day thing is scam (yes i do)

or what

let me know out there

Monday, February 2, 2009

The real reason why negro's love obama

This subject is a touchy subject but controversy is my middle name so even though i might care what others think about me it doesn't bother me that much if others disagree with me.



Obama has certainly resonated with people of afrikan descent from all over the globe.



On january the 19th i saw black people of all different age groups crying, thinking that obama's ascendage to presidency was an achievement for the race.



LOL!



What a joke!



Negro's are freaking strange man.



We must look like real but holes to intelligent people of other races.



I know i shouldnt be so harsh and i should reckognize that you shouldnt make fun of people who dont know any better, but its so crazy.



Just because one black man is president doesnt mean that its an achievement for the race.



Do you really think that all of those white people who voted for him would have voted for him if they thought for one second that he would serve the interest of afrikan people?



If you do you are sadly mistaken.



Let me let you in on a little secret, "ALL WHITE PEOPLE ARE RACISTS!"



That sounds like a harsh statement but its true.



The only reason they elected obama is because now they can say, "look i'm not a racist because i voted for a black man."



"A devil is what a devil does."



Dont be confused by the devil yall.



But anyway lets get back to the subject at hand.



Okay, now the real reason why black people love obama so much is because now it seems that we are really starting to be accepted by white people.



And this is what we really want: the unconditional acceptance of our slave masters and colonialists.



This is a sad revelation for me but it's the truth when you look at the deep psychological reasons.



Ever since we were children we have been degraged for our skin, our hair and our blackness and many of us believed that white people represent what it means to be beautiful (this is why many of us feel uncomfortable with our skin, noses hair and so forth and secretly, and some not so secretly, desire plastic surgery).



We have seen black people acting crazy all of our lives and we think that whites represent what it means to be sane and civilized (this is why many of us want to move into white neighborhoods).



We have been degraded so much by whites we seek their approval in order to feel whole.



Let me explain this phenomenon.



If you want to brainwash a person make them question thier basic assumptions about themselves and the world.



Once they are confused then you fill their mind with the information you want them to learn.



It's that simple.



So lets say you have a shoe company and you want people to buy your shoes.



You run continous ads showing popular people they like in their shoes.



You run an ad showing people respecting and admiring people in those shoes.



You show an ad where people are laughing at a person with knock offs of your shoes and they have much respect for people who are rocking you shoes.



You get the picture.



You make them question their previous belief that wearing any type of shoes are okay (as long as they cover up your feet).



And once they throw away that believe tell them that they should only wear your shoes and you got them.



Brainwashing is easy.



All it takes is repetition of the same ideas over and over.



And this is what we have seen from white racist propaganda.



The repetition of ideas that put down our afrikaness.



So when you are confused who do you normally go to tell you what you should do?



The people who confused you in the first place.



And they confused you so that you could come to them for the answers.



So by making us crave white approval by degrading our blackness, black people will only be happy if white people accept them.



Beautiful.



So geting a black president is the ultimate way whites show their acceptance of blacks right?



This is what negros think.



And they are wrong.


First of all why would you want to be accepted by your former slave masters to begin with?


Why would you seek the acceptance of the people who murdered millions of your people, raped millions of your female ancestors, did every horrible and atrocious thing you could ever imagine to you ancestors and yet you want to be accepted by these people?


You want to live next door to them?


YOU WANT TO SLEEP WITH THEM?


Think about that.